i just cannot fathom how to do this stress dose letter calculations. fuck this. i spoke to primary teams. waiting for the safety testing to end. have to discharge mili, take new consults - all are mine. finish new consults, reround, complete notes and signouts. i dont know why i crave for a man i end up crying about. i miss my daughter. my husband left for bangalore. i dont know what to cook today. have to fucking work more because of the inpatient admissions presentation.