I turn 18 in less than a month and I feel so lost. I can't do anything my peers can do. Driving makes me genuinely sick and without being able to drive I cant get a job. I didnt take the SAT nor ACT and we live paycheck to paycheck so college is out the window. Im genuinely such a failure. I used to be so smart and i just let myself go. Everything feels like such a challenge, I have no motivation or want to do anything at all. I procrastinate everything. It feels like as I got older things that used to be so easy, so simple I didnt even have to think about it have become so difficult.