I feel like I'm such a burden in the world, that I'm not needed. Every night I stay up thinking about the day and if I was annoying or bad. I only have one friend that is keeping me alive cuz I'm with them. I want to cry so badly but I can't. I feel so useless. I try my best to be a good person and be loveable but it is so hard. I try to make other people not kill themselves and try to be a therapist on here and send love, but it is draining my mental health. I try and try and TRY ALL THE TIME. But sometimes it doesn't work. PLEASE can someone tell me that I am needed? That someone needs me and believes in me this time? Can I just have someone to hold me and tell me that everything is going to be alright this time? I feel so alone. -ON
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