I wanted to escape from this house I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I don't want to live near any of my families I just want to get out from this house and go somewhere very very far away BUT WHEN. WHEN WOULD I BE ABLE TO DO THAT??? WOULD I EVEN HAVE THE CHANCE??? living in this house is slowly eating me away and I hate that everytime I feel like I'm getting better they dragged me down again by making me sad, making me feel unworthy, making me feel anxious, throwing daggers at each other's throats, I really hate it.... Why is it so hard to see someone be happy without ruining that?? I feel like I would never feel happiness here, not like this, not without me getting away from them, I feel like I won't ever get the peace I wanted if I stay here, I wanted to go... I really wanted to go from here... I'll even take death if it means I'll be able to get away from them! God, I'm sorry for always belittle the life You've given me, butIalsodon'tknowwhattodowiththislifeI'msorryI'mso