I feel like a terrible human being, I feel self sentered selfish I don't want to make it all about myself but I also think about everyone first and when I finally talk it feels like it's all on me alone to fix how people treat me. I want ppl to notice and if they do I say it's fine, any single second of feeling abandoned my heart sinks. Im told that I have to step up for myself but I don't remember my family doing that for me especially as a child. It feels so cruel it's like no matter what I do or say or explain it feels like it falls on me and me alone, lately all I can do is cry all day and all night what the fuck is wrong with me.
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