I feel like nobody understands. It's like...one moment I'm under water and I'm drowning and needing air, so I get pulled up just enough to sneak in a breath or two. For a while, everything's okay, but the real trick is that I don't feel like myself when I'm not drowning. I don't know who I am at that point. Either that, or I'm too much all at once. I'm 16, I don't want to feel this way, but I do, and I'm not just letting everyone else down, but I'm letting myself down the most.