I wanna be a man. My only wish in life is to be one, to be uncomfortable enough to transition. I am okay with my gender, and for some reason I hate it..? I grew up with trans people: multiple of my best friends are trans, my brother is trans, and I grew up with trans people all around me! All of my fantasies are either men with women or men wth men, and I always see through the eyes of the man. It's comfortable, it's nice, it's soothing, it feels right. But even when I do have those fantasies of women and women, I feel fine. I know it's odd, but I want to be uncomfortable with my own gender to the point where I am comfortable with transitioning. I hate it so much because I know gender and body dysmorphia at that high level is terrible, but god I want it. I already have a name, a persona drawn, ways for me to look like it, and everything! But sadly I'm too comfortable as a woman.