I hate having creative novel ideas but not having the ability to life. I hate not being someone important enough to please my own self, i hate, i ZFUVKING hate that i want it all yet have no skills to achieve it. I want to write fiction, no publishing agency will sign me, i want to make anime, not Japanese. I can't sign dance my legs are weak, can't sing my voice is ass, can't run my legs are weak, can't do anything. I'm useless I'm useless I'm fucking useless in this useless fucking world.
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