i dont know anymore. i have no one to talk to. i dont have a father thats mentally in the family, my mom knows he cheats, i do too i was the one who found out he just spends all of our money gambling. i cry and cry bc all my friends can afford stuff when i can't because he spends everything. i dont have a free mom, my legal father takes her money and makes her do all the work in our buisness that has been very slow now. I dont have siblings to talk to. i have friends, but not a bestfriend. every single day i ask them how theyre doing and send them an inspiring message made by me. no one answers. no one cares. i ask if they wanna call or talk, no answer. i have no one but Jesus. But they are taking away Jesus from me too. I'm christian and my mom is too. I love this church because they really help me get closer to God, but suddenly my mom takes it away. she forces me into a different church (still christian) because she says it brings her peace there. But, It takes me away from God