I’m freshly an adult and I don’t know what I’m doing with my life. I just wanna feel alive and not like everyday is a constant battle. I feel lost most days and weak in my faith with God. I question if he’s even there and what my purpose is. Like I’m constantly having an existential crisis. I’ve never felt more disconnected with the people around me. I don’t feel grounded at all. I want a way out but my brain keeps drawing blanks. I wanna be impulsive and see if it gets me out of this slump and so I can finally feel like I’m fully here and present. I feel like there’s things I could do but I don’t feel capable. I feel like a waste of space. Like nobody really cares about me that much. I feel like a burden. I don’t wanna die I just wanna feel alive. I think imma shave all the hair off my head tbh