no one in my life cares about me. my parents don't; my mom has no interest in my life, no matter how many awards or certificates I win, how many concerts or competitions I do... she doesn't care. my dad isn't in the picture at all. when I see him, maybe once every 5 years, he always insists he wants to know me and be in my life. he is lying. if he wanted to be, he wouldn't be with his new family living a completely perfect life without me. my sisters are too worried about other things. they have friends, lives, and all that, they've always been eachothers bestfriends, and I'm the odd one out. (despite me and my older sister being twins.) my friends don't care about me. they always have someone else they like much better than me. they never talk to me unless I talk to them first. they never want to hangout. I spend everyday locked inside my room. drawing, reading, crying, sleeping. nothing ever happens. this town doesn't care about me. no one would notice if I disappeared. or died.