As a black girl since we were young, we have been critizied for our bodies. Ive been expected to have a bbl shape since i was 8, and now as a 17 year old i feel behind body-wise. I don't have curves or a butt like most girls my age and its kinda hard to find someone pysically attracted to me. im not bad shaped but i dont fit the beuaty standard in my comnuity, which is have a butt a nice upper section, stomach has to be flat, clearface, keep your hair done, keep your nails done, make up but not too much make up to the point where they can tell its make up. IM FUCKING SICK OF IT. I thought i did find the one but now where just friends and all he talks about how the females he fucks with all have fat asses, realizing i was never his fucking type and plus im fucking darkskin too, ughhh im so done