im an insanely ugly and disgusting girl i barely feel female every time i try to dress nicely or do makeup it doesnt feel like myself it feels like im a man trying desperately to look like a woman i feel like a fraud and a joke i am overweight i am hairy i have acne everywhere even on my chest which is flat and looks awful i have scars on my legs and arms i have blackheads eyebags my posture is horrendous every single ugly trait one can have i know most things i mentioned can be changed but i have been like this for so long that i feel as if its almost impossible to change i just cant picture myself looking any better though i really hope one day i can actually be happy witb the way i am