I recently met up with my ex and honestly we were always on good terms we always talk and it isn’t something unusual to meet up and that day he told me he’s seeing someone but it just can’t work before of religion and also he told me how he liked her in detail and that really fucked me up I’ve never been that hurt I’ve been crying and it hasn’t been a nice feeling and I’m also moving out and I’ve been surrounded by couples and I am just really missing him and I hate myself for missing him right now I don’t know how to feel about this. And it’s not like I’m not happy for him I honestly don’t know I’ve been feeling all sorts of emotions and it’s like I want him back but then I know it’s wrong and I feel like I’m so selfish right now and I’m not thinking logically I really just don’t know what to do