It is now, that I have woken up from a lengthy nap and have found myself in a ridiculous situation. Tomorrow, I will be taking a life altering test, one that will decide the course of my future, and for the past month and a half I could not give a flying fuck! Then I decide that I will spend the next 12 hours studying with the expectation that there might be the barest of chance that I might make it? I'm fucking ridiculous! shame on me! I'M ACTING AS IF I WAS BORN AN EINSTEIN! WHAT!? I'LL JUST READ THE MATERIAL AND THEN THE NEXT THING I KNOW I'LL PASS? WHAT AM I DOING? I WAS HOPING AND PLANNING ALL THIS TIME AS IF THE VERY HAND OF GOD HAS COME DOWN AND BLESSED ME! WHAT AN ASS!