Im not sure if something's wrong, I'm lonely, more than usual, I constantly talk to myself and imagine things if I said no, maybe I'm just confused. I'm not sure, it's just not even my birthday I felt happy at night, I always come back to this quiet dark place, I feel so useless and stupid, I can't I just don't know, I feel stupid talking to myself or AI but Its better getting a response than talking to my brain, it's still stupid and childish, I wish I had someone, someone like me, who's confused and fighting to stay strong, maybe I'll find them one day, I just wish things went differently, it's been 7 months, 7 months since new years where I first became depressed, it went by so fast when your not counting the days, I just want someone to talk to, match my energy, no need to show off,just like me, I don't need anyone I'm better off by myself, just like old times, me, myself, and God,I got this, I never liked talking to people's anyways, I got it, hopefully, I won't break this time...