My girlfriend thought I was 19 but I ended up accidentally revealing that I'm 17.( She turned 19 this year and I'm turning 18 soon.( Next week was our one year anniversary. We've been friends for 5 years. I got afraid midway through the relationship when it got serious when she said her deal breaker was dating someone younger than her. She was the best girlfriend I ever had, and now it feels like my soul's been ripped out. I haven't been able to stop crying and vomiting after she blocked me on every social media and completely let me go. I quit drinking, and self harming for her. I stopped consuming porn for her. I wrote pages and books full of poems and paragraphs about my love and support for her. I file my own taxes, do college level work, and have a job. I take care of children. The only way I am not an adult is legally.