I broke up with my girlfriend I thought she was the one but on her birthday instead of hanging out with me she hung out with a senior and that wasn't the 1st time she did something like that a friend told me she was manipulative to me I didn't wanna believe but I knew it was true she accused her ex of rape which was false and her other ex of abuse which probably was true when I broke up with her she accused me of hitting her why did I even date her Im so dumb the day after I broke up with her she and the senior did "stuff together" 2 weeks later she got a new man I still love her and I'm scared she won't be ok but I cut off all contact and I don't know what to do I just wanna die I don't know how to live without her