I can’t stop loving someone who breaks my heart. I see her all the time and every time I see her smile it melts my heart for a second. Then I remember she’s not mine to love and I’m just a way to make her life seem rational. Idk how to move on when every time I see her it feels like I’m seeing her for the first time. Every word, every laugh, even just her eyes reminds me of what I could’ve had if I wasn’t scared to open up with my feelings