So my boyfriend just broke up with me for ‘football’ season and then he got with a girl name ariana and he started calling me names and calling me curse words and he said i was fat and i think the words are getting to me and then my sister backdoored me and said when him and me and his friend were all on the phone his friend was showing weird stuff and i went on tiktok and texted a random dude something and which i did but he was the one that cheated first with my sister cause he felt bad for her and her man broke up with her and now hes threating to call up his friends and try to kill me and i really really loved him and i thought he was the one and now i wanna change my personality if i get with someone else and i miss him.