Rant #9004

I'm sad I love someone who does not love me I pretend it's OK but I'm lonely he cheats every chance he gets we're like roommates I know I should leave but I'm scared to do this alone I truly don't even know if I still love him or I'm comfortable I know he's still here because he knows he can treat me like crap and I let him when any other person would have been left I know what's wrong I know how to fix it I know how to make myself happy again I'm just scared