I can’t fucking take this anymore. Everyone around me has found love before me, I used to be the happiest man in the world about a year ago today, until she ruined my life. I have not a single reason to keep going at this point, I’m so lonely and I fear I will never find love again. I remember when I was able to come home after a long day and be able to talk to the one girl who I thought was the one, but fuck me for thinking that because now I go to sleep wondering when it will be my turn again. By now I may as well just quit, but I just want to be loved so bad, none of my friends make time for me anymore, they’re all too busy talking to someone who they love, and then I’m here ranting on some stupid fucking website because none of them will listen to anything I say, fuck my life and fuck love. Everyday I spiral into a deeper part of a pit I will endlessly try to climb out of and will never recover, i tell everyone I talk to, to stay positive, but I can’t even follow that bullshit. Fml