Sorry I’m not quite sure which category this best fits in. I feel that I am nothing but a burden to the world and the others around me. Everyday I take up space that could be going to someone else, eat food that someone else may have enjoyed, etc. My parents aren’t the best, my mom more so as she has a very materialistic view on life and love, and is quite controlling and insults me constantly. My Dad is a lot better, but is stressed from my mom. Since I try and avoid my mom, my interactions with him have mostly been me asking for stuff like rides to friends houses. I’m trying to be a better person for everyone in my life so I’m not a burden to them, but I ultimately just end up back in my room. All I’m good at is crying and being lazy. It used to be my dream to make people in the world happy, but I can’t even make my dad happy anymore. I don’t know what to do anymore, I’m just sad and useless.