idk but I feel like I can never be the friend tht people refer to.. i like to think I'm funny? My friends laugh all the time but I'm not the person they'd stick to...like there's always THE friend, someone they be "oh ya _ likes this" or " _ usually be like this when _ happens" but I was never tht person.. sometimes I think how no matter how funny, or helpful or 'lovable' abt me, they'd probably move on with their chosen friends... everytime I go home I think to myself tht yea they're probably shittalking abt me and how annoying I am... it's getting harder to be with them when I keep thinking tht theyre staying because I'm amusing enough
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