this isn't really a vent about something that is bad. I just don't have anyone I wanna talk to this about this with. my best friend aeva is probably one of the best people i know her. I love her probably more than ive loved anyone that isnt my own mother. our personalities meld perfectly. were both into the same things and she understands me like no one else has. last school year i didn't really have many friends and honestly didnt do well that year. but she was there for the worst of it. i didnt even vent to her just her presence was enough. and she is so confident and sure when she says that im also her best friend and that she also loves me. i had her over just yesterday and its probably the most fun idve had in a while. while my abandonment issues arent completely gone and i still worry about her leaving me but she somehow finds a way to ease those worries without even trying. im so excited to go to bicolline and japan with her when we're both adults.