I'm deeply resentful towards my parents because they refused to get me help for my mental health issues for years and now Im adult and I feel so left behind. I begged for years for help, with my depression, with my Ed, with my anxiety, with my body images, my self harm, anything and I got brushed off each time and told I have no reason to feel that way. Now I'm 18 and I'm so behind in life and I dont know where to start. I still struggle with these issues and feel like such a loser all the time. They have already proven I can't rely on them and now I have to fix everything myself a long with navigating how to be an adult. I'm so alone and it make me mad that the two people in my life who literally choose to have me won't help me in any way, not even emotional support not even kind words. I just wanted them to be nice to me, even if they couldn't get my therapy they could have at least be nice to me and now I feel trapped. Trapped with people who don't love me and trapped by my problems