I don't want to give up this dream of becoming an artist. But I have no hope. I'm completely useless at the thing I love. I see no future for myself. If I was good at art that is my only wish. I could give up everything I hoped for as long as I could create something beautiful. I wish I was good enough for art. But I know I'll never be good at this or anything. For myself or for anyone. How do I give up? I feel like sinking in my bed and rot away. Let my depression take over until everyone else gives up on me. But why is it that i still create? I create even though I know it's hopeless. Why couldn't I be born with talent. I want to give up and find something realistic to do. But why can't i? I really see no future for me
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