Why is it so hard to make friends? when It really shouldn't be, I haven't built a proper connection with someone for so long now, I don't have a single friend that isn't related to me or isn't an online one. And I only have 3 people I can talk to ( 2 cousins and 1 online friend. ) and that online friend and I rarely talk, everytime we do it's just them ranting to me, and when I give advice, they blatantly ignore it. I feel so ignored in this world. I'm not asking for attention, I'm just asking to be understood, to be seen. I hate being unlively, unsociable, and awkward. I hate how I can't hold a proper conversation with people.
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