im 17, ive been in foster care for 3 years. my caseworker limits every contact i have and i slowly rot away as i realise im damaged and alone.. people are pushed away if im damaged and go quiet, i spend most of my time on a forum site abbriviated to "bdns" for privacy.. my world crumbles as the only friends i make are online and irl i have crushes at the slightest hint of kindness because i want to feel loved.. i want to die but i want to live, everythings grey and neutral. im sick of stuff being forced in my life and i know.. even if im 18... they will force me to stay because they know im weak
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