I ranted here, and then I read the rants from everyone else, and I am so, so, sorry this is happening to ppl around the world...u guys r rlly brave, for still being here, for still being able to rant because you're still alive, u guys r so strong. don't listen to the voice in ur head that says ur not good enough. hang in there. chin up. it might not feel ok rn but it will later. I promise. good luck to everyone reading this!! ur all amazing