My friend asked me to give him head once and i did. he asked again and i did. the third time he asked and i said on and he forced me to. now hes going after my bsf and genuinely likes her and wants to date her but she doesnt know what happened between us, NO ONE DOES. why does she get this version of him thats so sweet and caring and thoughtful, while i got stuck with the one who doesnt listen and fucking jerked off in front of me. Ive known him for my whole life and i cant just not be friends, we are in the same friend group. idk i dont want ppl to know what happened between us cuz that would feed the rumors we like eachother, WHICH WE DONT!! but idk if im jealous or mad or hurt, he doesnt understand why what he did was wrong even tho ive constantly explained it. Is it bad i dont want them to work out, i want htem to break up and for her to see exactly who he is, to see i was never crazy abt him or lying, cuz i warned her and she didnt fucking listen and now i can alr see him trying