Im so tired...im so tired of trying. i am the main house runner and always have been but since my brain injury ive been failing and since no one picked up the pieces it all fell apart. All my savings went to fixing others mistakes, i have no privacy or alone time, I have tried to balance the budget to get a savings with no one helping. Ive asked for help for my health and well being and nobody has cared to help but they all say just ask for help. I cant do it anymore. I cant manage life like this im so tired and ive spent most of my life sick. I wasted my entire youth that I was told Id have time as an adult but i didnt. I feel my life has been a flush and I can never win. And i failed as a mom and a wife. I feel so alone and isolated and ive tried everything to get help but I cant get it. Even therapists have told me to give up, which makes me feel that there isnt a point. I want friends and social and to be normal again and Im so mad...