..... holy fuck how dumb do I have to fucking be. he's dead. I didn't see the FUCKING SIGNS. I thought he was fine. HE FUCKING HUNG HIMSELF IDK WHY IM ONLY 12 WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?? HE WAS MY FRIEND ALONG WITH MY OTHER FRIENDS HE WAS THE MAIN ONE WHO MADE OUR GROUP NOW HE'S FUCKING GONE ........ maybe I deserve it if I cut myself with a knife. who's gonna stop me?