My cat is dying slowly, and theres nothing i can do about it. He's my best friend and I can't remember living without him. I know i should end his suffering, but I'm really struggling to associate his sick self now with the healthy little guy who used to headbutt me awake in the morning. Everyone around me is crying and stuff too, and I feel horrible, it makes me sick. Yet, tears never come out of my eyes. I'm scared that suppressing my emotions has worked too well. This paragraph is everywhere, but I needed to say this to someone