I was just listening to an old playlist of mine when I came across a song that me and my ‘former’ best friend used to listen to together all the time. We used to talk every night and we’d always been there for each other, no matter what. That’s why him getting sent to anger management rehab hit so hard, I guess. It was a sudden leave, and he sent one letter before he actually left. Our last call had been three days before he got sent off. Then, he was gone for three months, and that felt like the longest time of my life. When he finally came back, he just wasn’t the same person I knew before — though I guess that’s what rehab does to you. We’ve gone from talking every night to maybe every few weeks. I just feel like I lost a part of myself now because of this, and I hate it. I hate myself for it, because I blame me for getting him sent to rehab in the first place. We’d just had a fight and he has a short temper… I just don’t know what to do about it anymore.