even though i say i love her, some times i really do hate my cousin. like yes girl, get mad at me for not wanting to rewatch a show I've seen 3 times and hate!! or go play video games with our other cousin while your at MY house on MY birthday!! i’m totally not on the verge of killing myself even though i'm too much of a chicken to do it!! sigh, i always feel like my problems are to insignificant to justify killing myself anyways. and they probably are.