Ok so it started in 5th grade, I was overweight ig and was bullied into starving my self, I also started cutting that year after my gf left me for someone better. And ik it was 5th grade but it still hurt a lot to the point t where I starved my self and only ate oatmeal, and now going into 8th grade nth has changed. And I don't even feel like okay anymore idek suicide has been on my mind a lot. I've attempted 5+ times over the last yr and I could never go through w it. I was scared and thought it would be selfish. and I feel like my gf js doesn't love me and I want reassurance but idk how to ask for it.
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