Please someone save me I want to die I want to die I’m fourteen I’m just a kid I shouldn’t have to do all this. I’m mentally ill I have to be there’s no way this is normal. I can’t wait to get home from my trip and absolutely cut up all my skin because I’m so damn tired. I don’t wanna go to hell in scared but how am I supposed to handle all of this plus religion?????? I don’t want to die I don’t want to be alone!!!! I can’t do this I can’t do it I’m going to die soon I have a knife at home and I have pills too I’m scared but I can’t live I can’t live anyways I need to sleep. I know I’m just a kid. I’m so damn tired what’s wrong with me???? I just want someone to hold me and acknowledge that I’m too young to have to go through this but that won’t happen because I’m only getting older and people will care less. I’m basically not a kid anymore but I don’t want to have to go through this. I’m just a kid I don’t want to be alone I don’t I don’t please help me. Please please please please