hello, I am currently grade 10 questioniing my self if I deserve to live more. "I don't want to do this anymore," I keep saying, but why am I still fighting this battle? "I'm tired," but why haven't I stopped yet? There are so many questions that I think only I can answer, but there’s also so much pain in my life that I need to let out—but to whom? Who can I tell if I’m all alone? Who can I turn to for strength if there’s no one by my side? Who is this for, anyway? For me? Well, I’m tired; I’m not trying to be stronger, but I just have to do it, because that’s the flow of life.