my family. I know they love me but they sometimes make me feel the unwanted daughter, they don't even know that their daughter has social anxiety (me) they think I'm unbothered because i just laughed with them. Do you know how it feels? i sometimes love and hate my parents. I literally can't do anything free in my life. I also don't have my own privacy. they keep taking my phone away. they keep yelling. they're so noisy. it irritates me so much. i hate the fact that i have to be the nice innocent kid they'vre always wanted. i can't even rant my feelings to them, not like the other kid's mom i saw on every social media that they let their child crawl intotheir arms and vent their problems. well...i trie it and it didn't go very well. after i vented out my problems in school they used it againts me when i and my parents got into an argument. i hate being the eldest child. the eldest daughter. it feels like they think that the love they give me is enough, but no.