I feel so depressed. I want to die so bad. I have made the decision before but something always blocks my attempt so I'm assuming higher power wants me alive but for what. all I do is go through shit. I have no real support, everyone I trust backstabs me. I just want to be happy but I cant and its getting so hard. I even feel like my kids would be okay if I'm gone. I hate my life and hate myself. I cant kill myself so I do harmful behaviors. dying slowly.
I’m just so pissed off with life all I do is look after everyone at home listening to thei...
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