It’s been getting worse and worse almost every day. My addiction continues to grow, all the while I’m trying to save one of my friends from suicide, while she’s grieving bc one of her CLOSER friends died recently. Oh my fucking god, I don’t even know what to do bc I’ve never been in this kind of situation— it’s only the summer, I’m overwhelmed with everything that’s been going on— I feel dirty every time I watch it, I feel guilty any time I talk to AI— I just feel like a terrible person. All of this, and my spark feels like it’s slowly burning out.