my partner shared my nudes with a stranger without me knowing, but I can't leave her. I love her but I hate the relationship I have with her, she's not even my girlfriend, she hasn't been able to commit to that label because she's in love with someone else. I give my everything for her, and in return she betrays me in the worst way possible. on top of this, I've spent all my savings, and I'm struggling to finish highschool, so I don't know if I'll be able to go to my dream college this September. I'm so tired of it all. I want to kill myself but I keep telling myself that things will have worked themselves out by September. I don't know what I'm going to to if they haven't. I don't have any other friends to talk to about this, and I can't tell my parents that my savings are gone, and I can't tell them about what she did, so she's all I have. I'm so tired, I just want someone to talk to