I just discovered im Lithromantic, It's basically when you have crushes and can love people romantically but when they return that affection you feel disgusted. This explains a lot about past relationships and crushes but I also hate it because im very much a lovergirl and my dream is to be with someone and have a fairytale esque ending. But now I know that I will get disgusted whenever im in a relationship and im just wondering how I will ever be able to be with someone when I feel disgusted by them. I hope it changes because I yearn to be with someone so badly.