Welp, I am at a spot I try so hard to get out of and now I am stuck laying down just looking at this girl on my phone just staring into her eyes. Think of every stupid fucking dream life I could have with her, for fucks sake I see her for only a week then never again, why do I get attached over people so easily, like I never met her, I just idk I am a creep. I just sit on my bed and just stare into her eyes and look at her smile and im weird for that... none of this shit makes sense anyways...