I've spread myself out so thin for everything, that I've been unable to even get good at a single thing. I can't sing exceptionally well, just 'amazing' compared to the tone-deaf people around me. I'm not a good actress compared to those I'm with, but they're the top in the high-school, and I was in middle school at the time. I look back and I looked so proficient, but now I'm just mid. I was a talent, I used to be perfect and now I've burnt out so badly that the star I once was hasn't even died impressively enough to become a supernova in the end. I feel like such a fucking failure now.
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