I have no outlet to go to without causing hell in my world worse than it is now, so here I vent. I'm a grandmother of a 12 yr old beautiful girl. She is my whole world. My daughter 35 has been a pain since birth but I never ever gave up. She just didn't like me. But we get along because I have raised my granddaughter for the first 4 years and she moved out with her mom. It was all good. I was still needed almost daily. Grandmother's live for this. I got the usual treatment from my daughter, we argue, I don't get to see my granddaughter for awhile until the next need comes up. On and on, years and years of this rollercoaster. I never wanted to give them up. They needed me. Fast forward to 7th grade. Granddaughter still needs a ride to school, after school, dentist, Dr., sports activities, always going..I didn't mind. This also included food for her, breakfast before school, snack after, shopping for friends gifts all the time and all of mother's holidays she needed gifts.