my sister used to be my only support system in my shitty family, but recently shes started dating a guy (who is really nice) and shes suddenly gotten really pissed at me and will yell at over nothing. im alr used to that since my siblings who are over a decade older than me do that already but it hurts really fucking bad since she was the only one I could rely on and I cant tell her because ik she'll get way worse because im apparently a horrible liar and I dont have the self awareness to realize the world would be better off without me but ig thats okay since no one would miss me now anyway. yippee