I might like someone else. I don’t know if I even love my boyfriend still, I know he’s just going through a hard time but I hate hearing about how much he’s suffering without being able to do anything about it just makes me feel powerless. Then there’s this other boy who I barely talk too, he’s said that im a cool person and banger friend but I think he just said that because I was venting to him about feeling depressed, which I’ve never done before after knowing each other for 4 years so maybe he was just saying that to make me feel better. I do want to seek physical comfort from him but never have. I can’t leave my boyfriend like this, he’s going through such a rough time and I know he’s trying to get better with eating, even visiting doctors but as far as romantic feelings go I feel so little compared to normal. I think I’m a piece of shit