Lots of my close friends have had experience with guys and yk i get it, theyre pretty and such. But like its so hard to feel happy when youve been yearning for any guy to look in your direction. Every guy ive seriously liked in my school have made it very clear that they dont like black girls. And yes like evb has a preference, but when youre constantly being shut down by guys because of something you can't change, it just really hurts. One of the guys i really liked found out i did and like he just stopped talking to me. We were good friends too. And its not even like i told him myself anyways. Then he got with a white girl. Then another guy is just like completely racist i found out and then later on he tried to get with some blonde. I mean he got rejected but still. No one wants me bro and it really sucks in the society where you jst cant help but notice everyone finding the lotl. And it jst gets worse when your friends jst keep talking abt their bfs and allat.